Friday, August 24, 2012
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I just need a little Attention ..
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It's been awhile since my last post ><
I'm enlisted into army .. in tekong... After enlisted into army.. I regretted..
Bla~ bla~ bla~
I POP-ed . . Posted to Air Force, Ground Base Air Defend - Air Defend Weapon Operator .
A really shiong unit.. Manage to adapt the training over there.. Know a lot of friend from JC ..
lawyer ..etc, My honor .
Now I always be try to be the best , the fastest.. in my course that's what make me stronger?
I've a lot of achievement and I'm really really proud. Just hope my mindset continue this way..
In unit, my worry is Physical training too shiong . At home , My worry is Money><
All my saving is almost is almost drained.. BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO REJECT!
Family lend from me.. Friend lend from me.. and my own bills..
My father $1500, My mother $400 , My sister $170 and my friend .. fucker dog friend $80..
Every month I've to pay $100 for my insurance, $80 for my phone and internet bills.. $50 for electricity bills.. MONTHLY... My savings is to endure the 'pain' for 2years as my ns allowance is not enough to cover it..
Now I'm really pathetic.. I entrust them .. that's why I loan them.. but day after day.. week after week .. month after month.. No one.. NO ONE return me.. Shall not elaborate.. Since june..
Thinking from another point of view.. This is just a 'stages/ level' I just need to overcome it in my life and I'll become stronger..? But.. I really can't hold it much more longer... seriously..
Just die and that's it.. Really simple..
Eun.Y 8/24/2012 11:05:00 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2012
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Sigh..
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Hey.. I'm back..
Recently I lose a good friend in my work place....
A really good friend but.. over a small issue she overreacted ..
Okay.. Shall elaborate for abit..!
We were chatting/discussing borrow money to another friend..
I told her.. If we offer to borrow our friend the money will his pride hurt by us..
So i suggested, we give him the money instead ... I end my sentence > If people offer me
money I sure won't accept cause I'll felt hurt or etc.. ..
So she said I didn't treat her as friend .. but I did.. my best friend..
Those who know me well.. should know.. If my friend need help and I'm able to help, I'll, even with all cost. And I just don't like to trouble my friend If I'm in trouble..
She don't understand.. Well that is my characteristic.. Why is she making a fuss over a small thing.. Decided to leave my work place.. I told my In-charge and this weekend shall be my last
Service..
It's very hard to work when People don't like you.. and Yet my best friend..
seriously.. Why is she so angry..
Eun.Y 3/22/2012 10:33:00 AM
Saturday, March 17, 2012
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Haiss
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Here I am.. Felt so down and vexed..This week is like riding on the roller coaster when it's go all the way down..
Is like I've hit the bottom of my life................
Really.... Quarrel with my chef that rank is higher than me...
I already don't like him in the first place.. so when he purposely pick on me , My anger rise To the max .. where the argument start.. Totally can't work in THAT environment anymore.. who care the pay is high.. 15/3, Long story, too lazy to elaborate. .. I immediately walk off during my working hour, change and went back home..
while i was on the way home .. I think alot .. I want to quit .. seriously I can't take it anymore.. FCUK. Lucky thing my phone is not with me, so that I'm unable to contact my Chef and resign immediately.. I calm myself during my two day off which is Yesterday and today.. thinking I still have to hold on till I receive my enlistment letter >< because of my monthly expenses ..
Honestly I'm way too friendly and nice thats explain why people climb over my head..
so vexed..
Seriously... No one to turn to... actually have but.. hais..............................
Everytime After I post something on my blog I'd post ' Updated' on my facebook wall.. because I really hope someone will see my story and really understand HOw i feel.. I look so happy but actually I am not.. I want to put down my brave front too.. I want to be sad , i want to cry.. just once..
vexed..............................................................................
I don't hope that 2012 ,12 reach earlier than expected but I wish It really happen
.. because I'm really sick and tired of all this
Eun.Y 3/17/2012 07:40:00 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2012
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well.
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I am Not happy :(
Very very sad.
A girl who I'm in love for 2years , have been attached recently..
Instant / fatal blow, It's kill.. really hurt.
Ppl say 爱上一个不喜欢你的人，很痛。 但是我爱上我最要好的朋友，这才痛苦。。
no mood to post.. shall continue someday,
Very very not happy :(
Labels: Hope time will heal me
Eun.Y 2/11/2012 09:09:00 PM
Sunday, January 8, 2012
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Confess
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Well~ Guess what.. I'm back for a post ! xD
Confess! My Dream girl.
1# I like girl that hair is short , like picture below.
Cause I find them super attractive!!! <3
*even she long hair I still love her <3Taeyeon.
2# I find girl with tattoo SUPER ATTRACTIVEEE! Love it!
3# I prefer chubby girl than skinny girl xD Idk why but i Love it xD
4# I love girl that is sporty!!!
Thats all!! xD
Another Confession
The girl I like for 2years! More and more like her<3
#1 The girl I like now, her hair very long xD <3
#2 She has no tattoo and blonded hair <3
#3 She is not chubby <3
#4 She hate sport! <3
Overall , I Still like her xD
Eun.Y 1/08/2012 09:14:00 PM
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
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Sick
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Yesterday is mid autumm day.. But its my UNLUCKY DAY EVER!!!
I am so sick Until today..
I Spoil my phone>< (screen crack)
I cut my hand
D:
I took 1 day off today to see doctor today T_T
Wait for so long.. Still so ex ><
Somehow none of my family member even bother weather am i Okay..!
Eun.Y 9/13/2011 07:21:00 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
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Saddd dayy D:
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Awww.. I haven continue my part 2 ): No timee.. but today dam sad !! need to vent my sadness somewhere thooo D: !
Let me explain for abit first!
Cold side,
Jsc,Junior sous chef. Chef lex.
Cdp, Chef de partie. Louis, Pam, Dave
Intern, Trainee. Me
Pastry,
Cdp, Chef de partie. Winne
K.A, Kitchen assistant. Phoniex
Hot Side,
E.S.C,Executive Sous Chef. Chef goh.
Sous Chef, Chef clifford.
Jsc, Junior sous chef. Chef katrict
Cdp,Chef de partie. Max
K.A, Kitchen assistant. Henry, clavin, Kit.
Type till here i abit lazy to elaborate liao xD
Nvm i wan sleep liao elaborate soon xD
Eun.Y 8/16/2011 08:45:00 PM
Monday, June 20, 2011
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......
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Wah today alarm rang but i still wish to sleep bak! So super tired >< !
Manage to drag my feet to work . so tired.. don't wish to elaborate much ><
Eun.Y 6/20/2011 09:22:00 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2011
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Tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
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Working for today!!!
Not my attachment .. just go MBS to work only :D
kitchen helper! super tiring but fun!
Remind me of workin in swissotel :D XD
okay shall stop here!! super tired, Tmr still working but longer working hours!
12hour!
Eun.Y 6/19/2011 10:05:00 PM
Saturday, June 18, 2011
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Tired!!!
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I'm Back!! :D 5days since my last post ><
Haha ! Reason:
-Tired
-Busy
-I borrow my friend my laptop for dayssss
(main reason)
I got this friend call Jp. My best pals(last time) xD
Everytime he call me SURE sometime bad will happen!
4days ago he missed call me 5times, i don't answer..
his 6th call i ACCIDENTALLY pick up >< damm!
His intention of calling is to borrow my laptop for 4dayS! OMG
As i don knw hw to reject him so i borrow him....
Get back my laptop ytd! :D
Okay! Two days ago which is ...... 16th June..
Went to Clarke quay to dine.. in a mexican restaurant.
the objective of going there is to celebrate my Bro's girlfriend
Birthday. Enjoy my dinner there althought abit expensive ><
Super tired day!
Yesterday When back to school for nafa retake test ><
I fail Standin board jump only!!! but in the end i still pass XD
Got silver for my NAFA !! WOHOOO! After school went to
cwp watch green lantern , not really worth my money thoo..
Today wanted to sleep till late afternoon BUT some how i woke up at 8.44am ><
Watch stupid cartoon while waitin doraemon cartoon to be aired :D
HAHA. Omg due to the Standin board jump i did yesterday ><
My whole Body ACHE!! upper n lower body... Just by doing Standin board
jump and cause my whole body to ache.... Super pain but worth it :D
Cox i PASS MY NAFA !!
Proud to say some of my score:
2.4km- 11min 51sec
shuttle run- 10.2 sec
standing board jump- 2m20cm :D HAHA <- at least 20 attemps..
Felt so empty T_T I tired to date you out .. but seem that you're ain't interested at all
but to be honest I'm abit angry.. i also don't know why >< maybe i got rejected from you 4 times~
Lets face it! I like you but you don't like me.. No point!
Decide nt to disturb u anymore... cause i don't wish to
ruin our friendship..
Eun.Y 6/18/2011 05:28:00 PM
Monday, June 13, 2011
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hahahaha~~~
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Okay 5day didn't post~!
Because I've nth to post? After exam stay at home rot ><
Today went back to school for Lunch service (bartender) for group1 :D
Tmr Group 2 turn.. Well .. I'm still at dish washer~ but i nv regret my decision !
I want to see how the group die tmr~! Stupid cock head ldr~
Long story! nvm :D
Good newS!
Customer service!! our class got 4 student got A.
Although I'm nt one of them~ BUTTT My lecturer told me that..
I just lack of 1 mark! if not I also get A HAHA!!
Im happy! cause im the 5th in class!!! xD
YEA<3
My hard work pay off!
Eun.Y 6/13/2011 09:08:00 PM
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
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The END
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Okay ... finally .. My Efc and customer service exam finally over!!
DAm !! Super tired... Read n read n read... Memorised the whole Customer Service unit is
Killing me!!! Efc is much more easy. On 5th June, It took me a few hour ONLY to memorised the
stupid Efc thingy... 6th june Efc exam. Quite easy for me :D I don't think that I'll fail but..
I hope that I can score high mark!! because i really that the effort to study! study study study xD 7th June.. I meet Jie kai and ching kiat to go woodland library to study Customer service for 8th June paper. Study > mac > Time Zone , Dam it ..! I just realize i lost my Gold card ><
FUCK!!! I just exchange a power card for a Gold card not long ago (3days) I only used it once!!!!!
And i FKING LOST IT! Mood ruined! Back home . Study study study..! Study till 2am><
Wake up 8th june(today) 5am morning. Study again! When to school
early to study AGAIN. okay 11am examination start. Finish my paper at 1pm.
Quite easy... I won't fail i guess...
Now I am super TIRED!
TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!
Off to bed.! My post is messy!! IKR!! HAHA
No choice v.tired!
Eun.Y 6/08/2011 09:07:00 PM
Saturday, June 4, 2011
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Busyyyyyyy
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Woah ! Didn't post for the past 6day.
REally super busy >< Exam~exam~exam ><
coming monday still got exam~!!
Give me a few day more!!!
Eun.Y 6/04/2011 02:40:00 PM
Monday, May 30, 2011
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300th post
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Okay~ Congratulation to myself AND this blog for the 300th post anniversary>HAHA !! okay Today almost die! I'm serious. retake my 2.4km run for nafa test.
Previous record i'm already pass!! but my Lecturer said ' pass is nt enough, must score' ><
wth ! previous record was 13min 13sec , Today is 11min 51sec! ARgh! With heavy lunch somemore>< V.diffcult to breath.. vomit out my lunch .. Feel like fainting .. can't catch my breath.. All this happen because This time i really push myself too hard...
Well.. overral i did well! xD and silver for my NAFA xD
Eun.Y 5/30/2011 09:35:00 PM
Saturday, May 28, 2011
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Tireddddddd
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Red sky!! Lol .
Yesterday i went to watch Pirate and the carribbean, Stranger tides.
Super niceee!! OMG!! I'm in love with seyrena mermiad!
Astrid Berges-Frisbey!!
Overall the movie was fantastic!!!
Today Meet up with joseph for some batminton game :D
Super funn!!!
11.11 <- (time) So fake!!
I make a wish at 11.11am today. But didn't come true.. D:
Okay Super tired already.. Off TO BEDD!
Hope will receive your message tomorrow! :D
Labels: 2days to Major Practical Test
Eun.Y 5/28/2011 11:10:00 PM
Thursday, May 26, 2011
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In love with cloud
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Haha!! Wierd cloud shape!! Caught on phone !! xD
Today went to Singapore Air force Open house.!!
Super hot de... seriously!! No goodies bag T_T I want their Milo!!!
I sit on the pilot seat and took few picture!!! HAHA
Make a decision... And I'm regreting nw...
Quarrel with a stupid girl.. Lol She is just useless!
Don't even fit to be a Cook/Chef.
Super long story..
15th June I try to date Mj to Our school for lunch as I'll be the chef of the day.
My partner will be the dumb fk girl... dam it.. spoil my mood. But for the sake of cooking
I can still endure! But recently quarrel with her again! damit.!! I am so angry I tell my Leader to swap either Her or me away! So coincedence that Dishwasher still avaiable ><
And I said ' I rather be dishwasher than partner with her' So my leader swap me out..
No point to ask Mj for lunch already .. As I'll nt be cookin that day..............!
SERIOUSLY!! FUCK YOU GIRL!
You always think how awesome you're! actually you're the worst Student in the class.
EVeryone HATE YOU!! Bitch. Can't Complete task assignment.! yet so many complain! WTH?
Don' even follow basic Kitchen rules! DOG! No
Dog is way cuter than you AND you don't even fit to be labeled 'DOG' . You're RUBBISH!
Eun.Y 5/26/2011 09:17:00 PM
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
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Arghhh!
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This few day I'm getting so Lazy!
HAHA . Even use my laptop >< Cause i need to setup!!
After use must keep.. So troublesome!
Last sunday my bet between me and my mum finally over!!
Long story behind the bet! Is about how long i can survive without
my mum's dinner! T_T really a tough one.. I survive for 1month 1week and my mum
don't wish to continue because she really don't bear to see my starve ! *Sparkling eyes*
I love you mum! <3
As usual my mum cooking skill is the best! Even better compare to 5-star hotel chefs! xD
This few day I didn't Msg you is like a torture to me! T_T
But I still can't msg you.. I don't wish to spoil our Friendship! :D
As long as your happy I'll be happy :D
Coming lunch i hope you can come!! as I'll be cookin xD
Sometime I ask myself .. Why am I so dare-ing,
Dare to confess my love via my blog.. It is because I personally doubt that
There are still Reader reading my blog xD HAHA.
Good way to vent/confess xD
Eun.Y 5/24/2011 10:01:00 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2011
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Sian ah
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Red Wine poach pear! :D By me! :D
Felt so empty...
I already try to date you out.. ):
I think i fail.. BUT I'll TRY AGAINNNNN
RWAR!!!
Siannnn
Eun.Y 5/21/2011 06:10:00 PM
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
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awww :x
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Yesterday-
Wth.. INSOMIAAA omg... but like worth it!! xD
Before bed , My heart too excited and happy over some thingxD!
Even is 1sided is OKAY!! I've the feeling I'm in love!!! (thats what i think)
Today-
Practical exam!! Red wine poach pear!!
Everyone come with preparation!! include me !! Everyone standards is SO HIGH!!!
Regardless of Skill or Presentation! :D
I did well too!! :D Excellent!! *Clap*
I'm so pissed today!! omg .. seriously... Dam it..
Stupid bitch! I SEE NO FUTURE IN YOU! TSKKKKK
Worst girl i ever seen!! TMD !!!
Eun.Y 5/18/2011 09:47:00 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2011
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Tiredddd~
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Yesterday was a tiring DAY!! omg
Wake up at 6am , Prepare everything . Reach Cwp interchange by 7.15am to meet Jie kai together take bus to SengKang.
-Details-
My Lecturer instruct me to plan/Organize a event to raise fund for Japan thingy..
Everything from scratch I Do it with my friend. Total 5week of preparation.. that make yesterday so successful :D !! I DID IT~!
-End-
Gather of 220 student, 10 lecturer , 3 lorry , 1 OTC and 1 Cordinator! , Credit Goes to everyone
Who help me in this SUPER BIG EVENT.
Event start at 9am to 6pm but we're FAST! we finish it at 3.30pm!! WOHOO!! (around there).
I've the feeling that I'm in relationship!! but 1sided HAHA i guess.
After yesterday Event I went home Prepare again then set off to CWP to me Joseph and Jian Guang for movie . FAST 5 <- Great movie.
During the movie, I msging with you :D When i know you're near-by I really wish to get out from the theatre to look for you!! :D But ... I can't because ... I know you treat me as friend only.. :D!
Today wake up at 10am but still super tired EVEN NOW>!
Eun.Y 5/15/2011 01:52:00 PM
