Thursday, March 22, 2012
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Sigh..
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Hey.. I'm back..
Recently I lose a good friend in my work place....
A really good friend but.. over a small issue she overreacted ..
Okay.. Shall elaborate for abit..!
We were chatting/discussing borrow money to another friend..
I told her.. If we offer to borrow our friend the money will his pride hurt by us..
So i suggested, we give him the money instead ... I end my sentence > If people offer me
money I sure won't accept cause I'll felt hurt or etc.. ..
So she said I didn't treat her as friend .. but I did.. my best friend..
Those who know me well.. should know.. If my friend need help and I'm able to help, I'll, even with all cost. And I just don't like to trouble my friend If I'm in trouble..
She don't understand.. Well that is my characteristic.. Why is she making a fuss over a small thing.. Decided to leave my work place.. I told my In-charge and this weekend shall be my last
Service..
It's very hard to work when People don't like you.. and Yet my best friend..
seriously.. Why is she so angry..
Eun.Y 3/22/2012 10:33:00 AM
Saturday, March 17, 2012
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Haiss
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Here I am.. Felt so down and vexed..This week is like riding on the roller coaster when it's go all the way down..
Is like I've hit the bottom of my life................
Really.... Quarrel with my chef that rank is higher than me...
I already don't like him in the first place.. so when he purposely pick on me , My anger rise To the max .. where the argument start.. Totally can't work in THAT environment anymore.. who care the pay is high.. 15/3, Long story, too lazy to elaborate. .. I immediately walk off during my working hour, change and went back home..
while i was on the way home .. I think alot .. I want to quit .. seriously I can't take it anymore.. FCUK. Lucky thing my phone is not with me, so that I'm unable to contact my Chef and resign immediately.. I calm myself during my two day off which is Yesterday and today.. thinking I still have to hold on till I receive my enlistment letter >< because of my monthly expenses ..
Honestly I'm way too friendly and nice thats explain why people climb over my head..
so vexed..
Seriously... No one to turn to... actually have but.. hais..............................
Everytime After I post something on my blog I'd post ' Updated' on my facebook wall.. because I really hope someone will see my story and really understand HOw i feel.. I look so happy but actually I am not.. I want to put down my brave front too.. I want to be sad , i want to cry.. just once..
vexed..............................................................................
I don't hope that 2012 ,12 reach earlier than expected but I wish It really happen
.. because I'm really sick and tired of all this
Eun.Y 3/17/2012 07:40:00 PM
