Friday, August 24, 2012
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I just need a little Attention ..
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It's been awhile since my last post ><
I'm enlisted into army .. in tekong... After enlisted into army.. I regretted..
Bla~ bla~ bla~
I POP-ed . . Posted to Air Force, Ground Base Air Defend - Air Defend Weapon Operator .
A really shiong unit.. Manage to adapt the training over there.. Know a lot of friend from JC ..
lawyer ..etc, My honor .
Now I always be try to be the best , the fastest.. in my course that's what make me stronger?
I've a lot of achievement and I'm really really proud. Just hope my mindset continue this way..
In unit, my worry is Physical training too shiong . At home , My worry is Money><
All my saving is almost is almost drained.. BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO REJECT!
Family lend from me.. Friend lend from me.. and my own bills..
My father $1500, My mother $400 , My sister $170 and my friend .. fucker dog friend $80..
Every month I've to pay $100 for my insurance, $80 for my phone and internet bills.. $50 for electricity bills.. MONTHLY... My savings is to endure the 'pain' for 2years as my ns allowance is not enough to cover it..
Now I'm really pathetic.. I entrust them .. that's why I loan them.. but day after day.. week after week .. month after month.. No one.. NO ONE return me.. Shall not elaborate.. Since june..
Thinking from another point of view.. This is just a 'stages/ level' I just need to overcome it in my life and I'll become stronger..? But.. I really can't hold it much more longer... seriously..
Just die and that's it.. Really simple..
Eun.Y 8/24/2012 11:05:00 PM