Saturday, March 17, 2012
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Haiss
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Here I am.. Felt so down and vexed..This week is like riding on the roller coaster when it's go all the way down..
Is like I've hit the bottom of my life................
Really.... Quarrel with my chef that rank is higher than me...
I already don't like him in the first place.. so when he purposely pick on me , My anger rise To the max .. where the argument start.. Totally can't work in THAT environment anymore.. who care the pay is high.. 15/3, Long story, too lazy to elaborate. .. I immediately walk off during my working hour, change and went back home..
while i was on the way home .. I think alot .. I want to quit .. seriously I can't take it anymore.. FCUK. Lucky thing my phone is not with me, so that I'm unable to contact my Chef and resign immediately.. I calm myself during my two day off which is Yesterday and today.. thinking I still have to hold on till I receive my enlistment letter >< because of my monthly expenses ..
Honestly I'm way too friendly and nice thats explain why people climb over my head..
so vexed..
Seriously... No one to turn to... actually have but.. hais..............................
Everytime After I post something on my blog I'd post ' Updated' on my facebook wall.. because I really hope someone will see my story and really understand HOw i feel.. I look so happy but actually I am not.. I want to put down my brave front too.. I want to be sad , i want to cry.. just once..
vexed..............................................................................
I don't hope that 2012 ,12 reach earlier than expected but I wish It really happen
.. because I'm really sick and tired of all this
Eun.Y 3/17/2012 07:40:00 PM
