Friday, August 24, 2012
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I just need a little Attention ..
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It's been awhile since my last post ><
I'm enlisted into army .. in tekong... After enlisted into army.. I regretted..
Bla~ bla~ bla~
I POP-ed . . Posted to Air Force, Ground Base Air Defend - Air Defend Weapon Operator .
A really shiong unit.. Manage to adapt the training over there.. Know a lot of friend from JC ..
lawyer ..etc, My honor .
Now I always be try to be the best , the fastest.. in my course that's what make me stronger?
I've a lot of achievement and I'm really really proud. Just hope my mindset continue this way..
In unit, my worry is Physical training too shiong . At home , My worry is Money><
All my saving is almost is almost drained.. BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO REJECT!
Family lend from me.. Friend lend from me.. and my own bills..
My father $1500, My mother $400 , My sister $170 and my friend .. fucker dog friend $80..
Every month I've to pay $100 for my insurance, $80 for my phone and internet bills.. $50 for electricity bills.. MONTHLY... My savings is to endure the 'pain' for 2years as my ns allowance is not enough to cover it..
Now I'm really pathetic.. I entrust them .. that's why I loan them.. but day after day.. week after week .. month after month.. No one.. NO ONE return me.. Shall not elaborate.. Since june..
Thinking from another point of view.. This is just a 'stages/ level' I just need to overcome it in my life and I'll become stronger..? But.. I really can't hold it much more longer... seriously..
Just die and that's it.. Really simple..
Eun.Y 8/24/2012 11:05:00 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2012
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Sigh..
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Hey.. I'm back..
Recently I lose a good friend in my work place....
A really good friend but.. over a small issue she overreacted ..
Okay.. Shall elaborate for abit..!
We were chatting/discussing borrow money to another friend..
I told her.. If we offer to borrow our friend the money will his pride hurt by us..
So i suggested, we give him the money instead ... I end my sentence > If people offer me
money I sure won't accept cause I'll felt hurt or etc.. ..
So she said I didn't treat her as friend .. but I did.. my best friend..
Those who know me well.. should know.. If my friend need help and I'm able to help, I'll, even with all cost. And I just don't like to trouble my friend If I'm in trouble..
She don't understand.. Well that is my characteristic.. Why is she making a fuss over a small thing.. Decided to leave my work place.. I told my In-charge and this weekend shall be my last
Service..
It's very hard to work when People don't like you.. and Yet my best friend..
seriously.. Why is she so angry..
Eun.Y 3/22/2012 10:33:00 AM
Saturday, March 17, 2012
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Haiss
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Here I am.. Felt so down and vexed..This week is like riding on the roller coaster when it's go all the way down..
Is like I've hit the bottom of my life................
Really.... Quarrel with my chef that rank is higher than me...
I already don't like him in the first place.. so when he purposely pick on me , My anger rise To the max .. where the argument start.. Totally can't work in THAT environment anymore.. who care the pay is high.. 15/3, Long story, too lazy to elaborate. .. I immediately walk off during my working hour, change and went back home..
while i was on the way home .. I think alot .. I want to quit .. seriously I can't take it anymore.. FCUK. Lucky thing my phone is not with me, so that I'm unable to contact my Chef and resign immediately.. I calm myself during my two day off which is Yesterday and today.. thinking I still have to hold on till I receive my enlistment letter >< because of my monthly expenses ..
Honestly I'm way too friendly and nice thats explain why people climb over my head..
so vexed..
Seriously... No one to turn to... actually have but.. hais..............................
Everytime After I post something on my blog I'd post ' Updated' on my facebook wall.. because I really hope someone will see my story and really understand HOw i feel.. I look so happy but actually I am not.. I want to put down my brave front too.. I want to be sad , i want to cry.. just once..
vexed..............................................................................
I don't hope that 2012 ,12 reach earlier than expected but I wish It really happen
.. because I'm really sick and tired of all this
Eun.Y 3/17/2012 07:40:00 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2012
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well.
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I am Not happy :(
Very very sad.
A girl who I'm in love for 2years , have been attached recently..
Instant / fatal blow, It's kill.. really hurt.
Ppl say 爱上一个不喜欢你的人，很痛。 但是我爱上我最要好的朋友，这才痛苦。。
no mood to post.. shall continue someday,
Very very not happy :(
Labels: Hope time will heal me
Eun.Y 2/11/2012 09:09:00 PM
Sunday, January 8, 2012
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Confess
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Well~ Guess what.. I'm back for a post ! xD
Confess! My Dream girl.
1# I like girl that hair is short , like picture below.
Cause I find them super attractive!!! <3
*even she long hair I still love her <3Taeyeon.
2# I find girl with tattoo SUPER ATTRACTIVEEE! Love it!
3# I prefer chubby girl than skinny girl xD Idk why but i Love it xD
4# I love girl that is sporty!!!
Thats all!! xD
Another Confession
The girl I like for 2years! More and more like her<3
#1 The girl I like now, her hair very long xD <3
#2 She has no tattoo and blonded hair <3
#3 She is not chubby <3
#4 She hate sport! <3
Overall , I Still like her xD
Eun.Y 1/08/2012 09:14:00 PM
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
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Sick
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Yesterday is mid autumm day.. But its my UNLUCKY DAY EVER!!!
I am so sick Until today..
I Spoil my phone>< (screen crack)
I cut my hand
D:
I took 1 day off today to see doctor today T_T
Wait for so long.. Still so ex ><
Somehow none of my family member even bother weather am i Okay..!
Eun.Y 9/13/2011 07:21:00 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
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Saddd dayy D:
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Awww.. I haven continue my part 2 ): No timee.. but today dam sad !! need to vent my sadness somewhere thooo D: !
Let me explain for abit first!
Cold side,
Jsc,Junior sous chef. Chef lex.
Cdp, Chef de partie. Louis, Pam, Dave
Intern, Trainee. Me
Pastry,
Cdp, Chef de partie. Winne
K.A, Kitchen assistant. Phoniex
Hot Side,
E.S.C,Executive Sous Chef. Chef goh.
Sous Chef, Chef clifford.
Jsc, Junior sous chef. Chef katrict
Cdp,Chef de partie. Max
K.A, Kitchen assistant. Henry, clavin, Kit.
Type till here i abit lazy to elaborate liao xD
Nvm i wan sleep liao elaborate soon xD
Eun.Y 8/16/2011 08:45:00 PM
Monday, June 20, 2011
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......
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Wah today alarm rang but i still wish to sleep bak! So super tired >< !
Manage to drag my feet to work . so tired.. don't wish to elaborate much ><
Eun.Y 6/20/2011 09:22:00 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2011
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Tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
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Working for today!!!
Not my attachment .. just go MBS to work only :D
kitchen helper! super tiring but fun!
Remind me of workin in swissotel :D XD
okay shall stop here!! super tired, Tmr still working but longer working hours!
12hour!
Eun.Y 6/19/2011 10:05:00 PM
Saturday, June 18, 2011
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Tired!!!
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I'm Back!! :D 5days since my last post ><
Haha ! Reason:
-Tired
-Busy
-I borrow my friend my laptop for dayssss
(main reason)
I got this friend call Jp. My best pals(last time) xD
Everytime he call me SURE sometime bad will happen!
4days ago he missed call me 5times, i don't answer..
his 6th call i ACCIDENTALLY pick up >< damm!
His intention of calling is to borrow my laptop for 4dayS! OMG
As i don knw hw to reject him so i borrow him....
Get back my laptop ytd! :D
Okay! Two days ago which is ...... 16th June..
Went to Clarke quay to dine.. in a mexican restaurant.
the objective of going there is to celebrate my Bro's girlfriend
Birthday. Enjoy my dinner there althought abit expensive ><
Super tired day!
Yesterday When back to school for nafa retake test ><
I fail Standin board jump only!!! but in the end i still pass XD
Got silver for my NAFA !! WOHOOO! After school went to
cwp watch green lantern , not really worth my money thoo..
Today wanted to sleep till late afternoon BUT some how i woke up at 8.44am ><
Watch stupid cartoon while waitin doraemon cartoon to be aired :D
HAHA. Omg due to the Standin board jump i did yesterday ><
My whole Body ACHE!! upper n lower body... Just by doing Standin board
jump and cause my whole body to ache.... Super pain but worth it :D
Cox i PASS MY NAFA !!
Proud to say some of my score:
2.4km- 11min 51sec
shuttle run- 10.2 sec
standing board jump- 2m20cm :D HAHA <- at least 20 attemps..
Felt so empty T_T I tired to date you out .. but seem that you're ain't interested at all
but to be honest I'm abit angry.. i also don't know why >< maybe i got rejected from you 4 times~
Lets face it! I like you but you don't like me.. No point!
Decide nt to disturb u anymore... cause i don't wish to
ruin our friendship..
Eun.Y 6/18/2011 05:28:00 PM
